Call of The Zombie

Saw him with Alice Cooper FREAKING AMAZING!!!! 

HAPPY HALLOWEEN YOU PAGAN HEATHENS!!!! 

I wish I could say Halloween was kickass but it hasn't even came yet and of course in Utah we celebrate it a day early cause it's on a sunday but hey it could be worse I can be living in the south with all those baptists hicks.... 

This year was amazing once again!! I thought I got sick of Halloween but I'm starting to love it again this year I dressed in a quite sacrilegious matter I was a catholic priest!!! It was amazing I even went to my UVU class in it and my brother saw me and he just laughed at me... Pfft I didn't what was wrong with it he's worse! Nicole and him dressed as a school girl and a catholic cardinal now that's funny!! Supposedly I was being talked about in classes and even the counselors talked about my costume I was expecting attention but god damn!! 

Can ya guess what it says??? 

I even went to Nina's seminary class it was just amazing Pledger didn't seem to mind a;though I was hoping for a shocked response but I think one of the coolest compliments I got was how I reminded Baron of Rasputin even though I didn't see how I looked anything but still that's badass. So Nina and I recorded our movie throughout the day were I had some of my own bits and we interviewed some of the UCAS people. I had so much fun by the way Nina we must make more movies :). After school Jimmy, Caleb, and I went over to hang out and set up music for the party. 

We picked some of the greatest stuff (mainly 80's dance music that seems that only the cool UCAS kids knew) to listen but noo some jack off orem kid was like NO I WANNA LISTEN TO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE MY EGO BIGGER HOPING I CAN LAID!!! I can't empathize how much I couldn't stand those Orem High kids and ya sorry Nina I know they'll your friends but good god I wanted to beat the living hell out of that peruvian kid (Its ok I'm peruvian too). 

Pendulum 

The party got even better after those guys left and we started to listen to actual music and I mean fun party music like Pendulum which I converted to some to listen to them which I feel proud of. I think I want to do my 18th just like that. Have probably only UCAS friend's and just chill in my hippy back yard and listen to sweet music. I wish I could say I would invite my Timp or MT View friends but I know everyone would be segregated and have music conflicts just like at Jimmy's. Well that's all folks gotta get back to some Gears it's 31x Exp this weekend woo! Gonna have all nighter peace.

Bring Me to Life

Amber at the Twlight look a like contest at FYE she wanted me to go as Jacob.....

Well Amber told me to post about how much of a kick ass sister she is and hell ya you are!! Thanks for talking to me tonight about life and for helping me cope with stress about school and really got me wanting to do what I really have truly loved more than anything which is READING and WRITING. 

I miss having days of doing nothing but reading and going to the orem library all the time when I use to live with my grandparents. Just the problem was that well I don't know many careers that involved good comprehension and an average speed of 1805 wpms (Amber did the math :p) until I was told about some of the careers (that pay well) that I can go into wish I could remember the names of them....

I think I'm done with the Medical and Math I think I'm gonna major in English now I can't stand Math I've always hated it it's just not my thing I've ALWAYS had someone having to hold my hand and explain it to me and I still never truly learned it. Biology, I'm not doing so well in either and Med Schools expect you to be beyond perfect to be accepted and I can't handle the stress anymore. Part of me was that the only reason why I consider the Medical field was I wanted to make my mom proud and not end up like my dad with no college education. 

Sure its a good motivation but It was not really what I wanted to. I just wanna live my dream of always being surrounded by books and just write about them or just simply about my life. I hate my English class yes it's easy but I DON'T LEARN ANYTHING I wanna transfer into Smith's and actually write something where I feel like my emotions is truly being put into use in the form of writing. I wanna just be able to relax and write! I hope it's not too much to ask but I don't know if I can handle the life of being on call constantly or being away from my future family all the time. 

I can't remember if I'm quoting you right sis but it sends the same message "We truly achieve success and happiness by doing what we love not what pays us the most." She also talked to me about love and friendship! It was really interesting I loved it and kinda got me thinking who my true friends are and who I can say is a true best friend. I shouldn't even have to say who you know who you are. 

Your the ones who talked to me when I was in my personal oblivion of depression and talked to me night and day to make sure I was okay. 

Your the ones who I can be myself around and not feel judged and accept my views. 

Your the ones that don't give up on me when others have and keep me going to help fix my mistakes. 

Your the ones that have a piece of my heart forever because I don't want anyone else to call a best friend but you guys

I love you all and I won't plan on leaving your guy's lives any time soon. 

So new topic I should punch myself in the stomach right now. I was having a fun conversation with a now new friend name Kreslynn, she first came off as a molly mormon who dated my friend Brandon last year. I feel bad for judging her but hey who here doesn't judge first and then feel stupid after realizing the person is the complete opposite that we thought they were?? She's actually pretty damn awesome and chill like me she has seen every episode of South Park HOLY HELL! Likes some metal here and there and was really open about what I talk about and time flew by and we talked for over 10 AMAZING HOURS! I feel so relaxed right now I been reading to some Divine Comedy while listening to some TOOL it was such a great night thanks again Amber your one kick ass sister. 

Path of Riot

What I've acomplished today: 

Beat Assassin's Creed II (CAN'T WAIT FOR THE NEXT ONE!!) 

Record more demos for my band 

it's always so damn hot in Bryan's garage >.< 

Stayed happy for once 

Watched Toy Story 3 for the first time! 

Finally finished the Inferno section of Divine Comedy 

FINALLY TAUGHT MY NIECE TO SAY MY NAME RIGHT FOR ONCE!!! 

Removed people from Facebook who's status' are NOTHING but constant bitching -_- 

Went overboard on some kick ass Gothic Metal like Type O' Negative, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Lacuna Coil, Evanescence, and HIM. I would love to be with a girl who's way into Gothic Metal I don't know why but I get so attracted to them! 

What I expect to hopefully get done tomorrow:

Breakfast with my father 

Get my math done 

Stick to being happy 

Read more of Divine Comedy 

Maybe expand my taste in music further than ever before?? 

Turn someone's day around for the better 

Play with my niece (WHITE BABY!!!!) 

Watch the new Metalocalypse and Venture Bros. 

Sorry I couldn't make this a better post but I'm a sleep peruviano and require sleep night all!!

Steve Jobs I Hate You.....

Yay how long was it since I updated my blog? Oh well this week has been garbage I've hated every day of it and the weekend couldn't come any sooner ya I know I need help but meh.....This whole week there has been just one different person for each day that for no apparent reason just pissed me the hell off just by looking at me or talking to me and I just ranted out to them in class in front of everyone. 

Like right before English started me and Elio were talking and he mentioned Chase (Talia's Boyfriend) and I just blew up about the whole thing. I can't express in words how much I truly hate that little shit. I don't know how people are like "Oh their so cute together!!!" Oh yes like just last year when he asked her out and she said no he threatened to kill himself if she didn't and made her cry. Ya what they have is just "ADORABLE". 

Chase I'm SO sorry that your parents are still married and let you go out whenever you feel like it! PLEASE cry a little more about how your life sucks and how you don't want to go your classes! Hell no one does you whiny little bitch and you don't deserve Talia your nothing but an anchor to her happiness. Phew that's much better anywho.....

Well I tried getting help from my counselors about school and life that didn't help. Trevino did jack shit to make me feel any better she has a decorates ya think she would have more experience but nope in a simple overview she just said well you can keep trying and go after school for help or transfer. It was pretty cut and dry but it sure didn't make me feel any better so I was mad as hell for the rest of the school day. 

Another thing was well my iPod was being weird so I sent it in to get repaired and when I got it back it was just as terrible as I sent in to get repaired. I can't express how much I hate Apple products with a fiery passion. Sure they look nice, sleek, and even come with a touch setting but so do hookers then you find out that they have a mad case of Gonorrhea. I think I'm gonna go get a Zune I've read about them and they seem to be nicer mp3 players. 

One last thing that was just about the tip of the ice berg was that Nick is now going out with one of Chelsey's old friends. GOD FOR ONCE CAN THAT KID KEEP HIS HANDS OUT OF GIRL'S PANTS THAT AREN'T FRIENDS WITH MY LITTLE SISTER!? There's a reason why she's a OLD friend of Chelsey I remember her as an annoying whore who came over to our house all the time and I plain out told Nick that whenever he's with his new girlfriend (who he's already having second thoughts about and wants to get with her best friend who herself is a major whore) that I would not hang out with him period. 

I do have Nina though to thank for helping me out seriously Nina you have no idea how much the little chit chats with me have helped kept me calm throughout this week like not killing everyone who I have everlasting hatred for.

I did go out and saw Easy A tonight I loved it!! It had cliche High School drama written all over it but I still found it very hilarious it was nice getting out but I know by Sunday I'm gonna get sucked back in and have to deal with homework and every day with just life in general. 

By the way I sincerely apologize for this post for composing of me bitching but I'm just venting. I want my life to get better but I don't know if it ever will.

VIC: Visions In Circles

  

Ugh so sad fall break is over I'm not ready to go back to school hell I don't think anyone is! So my band finally made a final decision on our name which after debating we came to a final decision of Vision In Circles and we came out with our first demo we only recorded two songs excluding vocals and surprisingly came out in good quality I feel so good about this band and I can't wait to play during freedom week! Also for the next few days Chelse and I will be having the house to ourselves! :) Because my mom will be in Nevada meeting Richard ooh la la ;). I don't know much about the guy just that my mom met him at some music festival and he's some British jazz musician man my mom has interesting taste!

Another thing to add that today I never felt like such a fatass! I could not drag myself out of bed till like 3 and even then I just went upstairs to eat and went right back to bed. For dinner I had chicken pot pie, a sandwich, 3/4 of a whole pizza, a FULL bag of popcorn, oh and a slice of pumpkin pie, but hey I had a Diet Green Tea that cancels out right???

Best vampire movies ever! Twilight can go suck a large one 

Also is it odd that I might actually be missing seeing my dad around? I found it strange usually cause I hate him with a fiery passion and would rub a cheese grater against his face and pour lemon juice on it. It might of been cause I being doing stuff that would constantly remind me of him like just simple stuff like listening to Bob Marley, watching certain movies that only me and my dad would watch like the Blade Series, 300, Underworld, and any movie that has Adam Sandler in it (it's his favorite comedian). I hate it because I wish I could do stuff that wouldn't remind of what was the good times or happened at bad times. Like to this day I can never ever listen to Isolation Years by Opeth without shedding a tear it's pretty sad.

Well any who here are the highlight quotes over the break!

"Bryan your so gay your the Freddy Mercury of the band"

-Me 

"Wow Danny you sound so happy I can see the bright ray of sunshine and kittens coming out of your ass"

-Me 

"Well I like the demo. The guitars are great, the drums are kickass, and you can't hear the bass at all yep were a metal band"

-Nick 

"Dude there's this one chick at school who wears a cape no joke she looks like something out of Lord of The Rings!"

"I bet ya anything she's Wicca...."

"Na she's Mormon like hardcore to the max"

"How do you know that?"

"She was offended by something that my biology teacher said in class....."

-My Brother-in-Law Matt and I while we were at the UPS store ya the clerk didn't look to happy were such horrible people.....

"Metal is the most kick ass thing to ever exist!!!......and pie,"

Thursday: Ahhh I loving fall break so far I feel accomplished for once! I got my room cleaned and I finally sent in my ipod to get repaired even though I'll have to go a week without it! :( It was nice that both of my older siblings came over today Nate just dropped by to say hi and watched the new South Park with me the episode was about Jersey Shore and it was amazing!!






Don't ever watch Jersey Shore it's just such a horrible show here's the break down of it. It's about a bunch of orange skin guidos and sluts from the east coast knowing they can never truly contribute to society so instead they become media whores and have the intelligence of horny bunnies. Amber and Matt came over and they brought me apollo burger and Assassin's Creed II!! Even though it was in the most jokingly matter possibly but hey I saw it coming were family -_-.






Right now Chelsey has some little evil friends spending night let's just say I much rather be in a retirement home than stuck here listening to girls scream to the lamest horror movies known to man kind! So to keep myself from going insane I checked out this awesome show called Ugly Americans it's pretty awesome you all should check it out!

Friday:Slept in till 12 today cause I couldn't sleep at all cause one:I was playing the hell out of Assassin's Creed II and two:Chelsey -_-. I was suppose to go a party today with Nick and Kaniho and some of my bandmates but in the end I didn't end up going because when my mom called to find out where I was she really didn't feel comfortable about me going and to be honest neither was I because I knew something bad was gonna go down due the fact there was gonna be booze and tons of weed so that was just a recipe for disaster.




So instead I went and had dinner at Cafe Rio with my Mom and Who Shall Not Be Name (my older sister -_-). It was such a great time being with the two of them excluding the fact that my sister feeds on embarrassing me in public especially on our way out of the place when she started to act like we were a couple on a date and people were looking she truly knows how to make me suffer and people now should know why I'm a douche most of the time....




In the end though I'm really glad I didn't go to the party anymore chances are the cops are probably already there. Its sad that in order to have fun with some of my friends that they need to go high or drunk off their asses but oh well they never listen to me. So for now I'm gonna spend the rest of my friday night playing some Assassin's Creed II and chat with some amazing people peace!

First Day of School 2010

Here's a video that my UCAS bestie nina made today it's clips of the first day of school for junior year at UCAS I love watching this video again and again I have the coolest friends at the nerd school and I couldn't ask for more.

The Delgado Theory of Music

Below is a paper I wrote for my writing circle in English yay finally we an actual assignment!! It's not perfect due to the fact that I did it in like 15 minutes but I think it sends my message pretty well across I plan on adding more to it 

The Delgado Theory of Music 

Music, an overwhelming and most powerful form of truly expressing your inner feelings. Which at the same time it can be misinterpreted and banished from some societies due to it’s context or image. Music is the layout of an individual’s psyche. That which is our form of an inner sanctuary which then can help us cope with the hard times of life and even then people who don’t like music truly don’t understand the power of that. 

My theory states that there are many different types of sanctuaries of our minds in music and there is: the sanctuary of brutality or tranquility, the sanctuary innocence or corruption, and the sanctuary of intellectuality or tomfoolery. Any of those can apply to us or even all of them. In some cases they all can flow together and become what I would label as “True Music”. 

Music can affect our moods, social interactions, our vocabulary,personality, and even our beliefs. This is where music is horribly interpreted and stereotyped in society for an example the Columbine shooting in Colorado was executed by two male teens and the media took notice that they just happened to listen to Marilyn Manson and came to an absurd conclusion that Marilyn Manson supposedly help inspired the two to commit the crime which took the lives of 15 (including the two shooters who committed suicide in the end) and injured 24. 

The stereotypes that revolve around music is a rather sad issue as well even if there a positive. Say that you listen to Classic music or Indie most people will come to a conclusion that you’re an intelligent being who has high moral rights which is not always true due to some personal experiences I’ve had. Then if you listen to Metal, Rap, or Punk the majority will think that you are a thorn in society’s thigh and that you’re a low life with no future. The stereotypes of the music world need to end I myself typically judge people by what music they listen to but in the end who doesn’t? We all should learn to accept other people’s taste. Even if we hate it we should come to the conclusion that not if everyone is like you and you need to accept that

Well it's finally fall break and it couldn't of came at a better time!! Although I still got two other mid terms to take this will be really relaxing couple of days for me nothing but some fun partying and some Gears of War 2 to keep me happy. 

Today I was able to make it to band practice where it was nothing but Metal it such an amazing time I never felt so involved with what I love most!! 

The only down side to this day was when I was working on my paper and Affy was helping then this little piece of shit starting saying "Hey turn off that music we we don't wanna listen to screamo." (IT WAS FREAKING IN FLAMES YOU DUMB SHIT GOD DID YOUR PARENTS THROW YOU DOWN THE STAIRS WHEN YOU WERE A BABY OR SOMETHING!?) I didn't say anything but Affy just told the dumb fuck to shut up but man oh man me and affy were pissed I wanted dunk his head in a tub full of battery acid then the guy ask "What's Physical Science??" Um what do you think it is you unwanted child..... Damn this little tard just got dumber by the minute.... Well any who time go to bed night all!

Fade To Black

One of the many amazing metal anthems I listened through this rough week

Well I been slacking off on my blogging lately due to mid terms. I shouldn't even be up right now knowing that I got two tests to take this week yay.... Overall this past week was close to if not hell. I was stressed like no other I seriously hate college and I'm sick of kids bitching about just regular school work ya try going college at 17 you douche bags! Oh well it was my choice and I still need to stick to it. Luckily this whole weekend made up for it!!

It's all leafy! 

Friday: It was the sadies dance and I went with my amazing friend Jerica along with James and his date Anne. We went to Jerica's and made our own pizzas, had a picnic, and painted leaves onto our shirts which I never done before but I sure love it! When we got to the dance sadly not many people were there at first but swarms of nerd love came flocking in soon after we got there. 

Seriously Jerica and I were laughing our asses off on how awkward and odd some of the couples were while the cheesy slow dances went on and us four decided that running through the sprinklers was 10x better. I mostly chilled with Jimmy while he was telling me about his erm awkward situations and we were stating on how lame the music was and that they needed to blast some The Red Chord, Soulfy, and Slayer. Man that white boy is one of the few dudes who get what I love.

My dream bass: (Slayer) Tom Araya's Signature ESP bass 

Saturday: Band practice and this was a special occasion because our other vocalist Gabi had the day off from work and came in and it was my first time playing with her and wow she has such an amazing voice seriously no offense but I think some how do I say this without sounding like an ass....BETTER SINGING would help. That day we were also having another debate about our name the two that we came to a discussion about were Bipolar and Center of The Earth. The only one that I liked was Bipolar cause hell that's what we kinda are. One minute were playing reggae then the next were playing 100mph thrash metal it's pretty sweet. One odd occurrence was that Bryan's neighbor (some random black dude) came over and told us about how he can hear us playing and plays drums as well. 

The guy looked high as a kite but he was nice enough to fix the set up of the drum set and even tuned them as well! After that me, Nick, and Kaniho went to some random chick's birthday party who I had no idea who she was and when got there like 3/4 of the girls there were Chelsey's friends wtf!? For once I would like to go to a party with Nick and not recognize one of Chelsey's friends it's always awkward because the second her friends see me they start acting different. Ya girls honestly I stopped giving two shits on what you do with your lives a while ago.... The party was still pretty fun though I chilled with my friend Spencer most of the night crazy little cracker always doing stupid stuff.

My mom testing out her new camera on me right after I got out of bed -_- 

TOBY!!! 

There's now balance in the universe 

Sunday: Today was another lazy Sunday I studied for my math mid-term most of the day which is nasty! I'm so screwed I don't know what the hell to do but oh well... Nate and Nicole came over today with my new 360 disk drive woo!! After a horribly long wait I finally got my 360 working again!!! Ahh I've missed it so much it's like I was reunited with a long loss love (an over exaggeration I know but hey I'm a huge console nerd sue me). So I got my Gears of War 2 fix for the day and studied for biology uh that class is so terribly boring right now I fall asleep about everyday I can't stand some of Busath's lectures!

Also last but not least I want to thank Nina and Britt for getting me through this week of wanting to "Fade To Black" you guys are 

amazing

At The Point of Ignition

Another day another failed biology test fuck my life...This week is just horrible I just want it to end. I got two other tests I'm gonna fail: Math and Medical Terminology. What the hell was I thinking that I was ready for this college shit? Seriously I'm so done with UVU and UCAS I love my friends to death but I'm so damn tired of being miserable from being swamped with all the school work were given. I don't even wanna major in medicine anymore. From what I learned in Medical Careers it's beyond insane how much damn schooling I would have to do to become a surgeon and I don't have the emotional or mental capacity to handle it. If I'm having a hard time right now then how the hell am I suppose to succeed in medical school? Fuck being a surgeon I think I'm gonna go into nursing for now on.




Then there's just some people I can't stand anymore I'm at my breaking point it makes me just wanna blow my brains outs sounds a little extreme but like I said I'm at the end of my rope. I just wanna rip my hair out hell I just wanna shave it off! And mom I'm sorry for not listening to you lately. Call me a hypocrite but it's been the same for me lately I try to have a conversation with some of my friend's about shit going on in my life and then their like "Oh sorry I wasn't paying attention." Then I just respond with the usual "It's nothing" cause it pisses me the hell off when some of my friends don't listen to me but doesn't everyone? I just want out. Ugh well that was a decent rant of the day I'm going to bed god tomorrow is gonna suck ass.

Fallen Town

Another grand weekend that has come to a depressing and horrible end oh well life goes on. Yesterday I went and had breakfast with my mom,Chelsey,dad, and my uncle Roberto who moved here from Brazil. I felt like I'm starting to get on decent terms with my father and I found out the Ray Bands I got from him were 130$ DAMN! He wanted them back and I told him to get me the new Halo if he really wanted them and he's actually going to do it! Ya call me a cheap bastard I don't care. Also while we were at ihop Roberto was making fun of my dad the whole time sweet jesus he made my dad look like a little bitch it was hilarious! He went silent most of the time he so deserved it! 

My mom seemed fine about the whole situation overall but I know that she for sure didn't wanna be around my dad but I just acted like I forgot about everything and acted nice the whole time. It was nice though to see a family member from the Delgado family seeing that their all over the place either out of the country or on the opposite side of it. That same day I went and jammed with my friend's band and it's official I'm now their new bass player!! Here's a little bio about it 

This is Bryan (Guitars) the one who started the band along with Danny 

Started by Bryan and Danny, Fallen Town started nameless, and just as a jamming band. They then found vocalist Brigham to add to their band. They found bassist and vocalist Gabbi after. Later after Nik joined the band as rhythm guitar. Soon after, vocalist, Brigham was kicked out (hahahaha ya your lyrics sucked ass especially your attempts at being metal it was pathetic your garbage-Dom) and only a week after found Nick to join as lead vocals... More recently Nik was let go from the band and was replace by guitarist Tyler. At the same time Gabi was made to be vocals along with Nick and they added bassist Dominic to the band. Now they play where they can, getting noticed as much as possible and hopefully one day... Make it big!

One funny note to add is that Nick is the only white kid in the whole band!! The rest of my bandmates and me are ecuadorian, mexican, native american, peruvian and chilean I think? I don't like the name much it reminds me of an emu shit band that I would beat little scene kids with a lead pipe to. Everyone but Nick likes it (OF COURSE) so were in the process of coming up with a new name I'm open for any suggestions it just would have to match with the theme of Reggae Metal and it should be one worded. 

I'm gonna be honest though I really didn't have to do a whole lot just to be accepted in they just liked the fact that I can speed pluck and hold fast tempos for a long time along with my Metal energy with the band wtf? I guess it has something to do with my major Black Metal phase I'm going through right now. Seriously nothing but Black Metal has been blasting in my room for days now I'm surprised my mom hasn't told me to turn it off but I guess she can't notice since she's been dancing around the house with beastie boys blasting omg I love you mom.

Any who here's a little saying to a certain someone who still keeps talking to me after the day they fucked me over. I care about you but seriously please just leave alone. You tell me you miss me yet I can't tell if your saying you made a mistake or just taking pity on me because I got miserable as fuck and didn't care about life or the world itself (emu saying I know). I went to a party this weekend and oh man you know tempted I was to get high off my ass or get smashed? Then logic came over me and said wait why stoop so low to get over another girl who broke my heart? So thank your lucky stars I still got some sense and logic otherwise I would be in a shallow ditch or my arms would be mutilated. 

Today was just another lazy sunday I didn't get up till 12 and I felt like crap my ears were ringing and I was sore all over so that just meant that was one hell of a party I went to. And Amber if your reading this I swear on my life I didn't do anything stupid and I mean if it relates to:Girls,Drugs, Drinking etc. I WAS doing homework all day yay cram time! Also Nate came back from his cruise with Nicole it was nice to see them again. Then I remember how stupid he makes me feel! I was doing a polynomial factoring problem that was horrible and he just walked in and solved it in under a minute! I know he's older than me but jesus christ the guy is in the same math level as me and he (along with some other certain people) makes me look like the retard kid in the corner that can't comprehend what two plus two equals! 

Well there ya go since I noticed to be a somewhat angry/sad here's a couple of pic's of my friend Afton's kitten Vixen!! She kept attacking my hair and tried to eat my necklace the little asshole! -_-

Oh you think your so cool cause you can see your reflection!! 

Oh ya guess where I MIGHT go to this summer?