Insert Cliche Love Blog Post Title Here

Well you guessed this post is about love. Because love is in the air....like an airborne virus that changes everyone into mindless zombies. Lately all the nerd love shit going on at UCAS is like a freaking disease spreading around the whole school but it's just gonna end the same the girl will put out for the guy the relationship will end or if she doesn't put out but I'm not saying thats always the case. But if the relationship ends then everyone will start to hate each other and be like "She's such a whore" or "He's such a dick no one loves him". 

Sure I've had my moments of being in love then BAM right when I think it's all going well they either 

1.Change their minds about being in god damn relationship with me oh I just love that....

2. They pick some other random jack off and date him instead. 3.The first two mentioned plus they say how much they truly wanna be with you so I would get that feeling like I'm all they want then they bitch slap me in the face and say "Oh I'm not ready for an relationship, but we can still be best friends right?" 

Then I always fall for it and say OF COURSE while trying to hold my insides together so they don't explode. The thing that disgusts and hurts me the most if that AFTER the incident where I got screwed over they just casually talk to me like usual, acting like nothing happened and if you don't talk to them they'll be like I miss you why don't you talk to me? Thanks for considering how I'm still emotionally hurt a lot more than you are and maybe I just wanna be left alone but then again I can't build up the courage to tell them that.

Then of course you get the adults saying oh your so young you know nothing about love but they lose me in the conversation right about there cause I can't help but notice THE SHIT THAT'S DRIPPING OUT OF THEIR MOUTH! Does anyone really know anything about love?? Yea sure we start to mature, our brains are more developed but that doesn't mean you always know what true love is. I know plenty of adults out there who are just as bad as any teen in a relationship, so woo for you were born sooner than me what do you want a god damn medal? My mom and few other people are still giving me some hope for love. I swear she acts like just me and chelsey because she smiles like a dork when I see her texting the guys she's into. It's funny to watch because part of her is still a teen but in a good way which makes me smile.

Well there ya go another rant about one the major topics I look at in life so for being such a good sport about it and taking time to read this here's a pic of my friend Livi's baby albino bunny isn't he just precious?? SERIOUSLY HE'S FREAKING ADORABLE EMBRACE THE BUNNY!

I Die Slowly

Anders Fridén Lead Singer-In Flames, Passenger 

Major metal idol in my life I love his singing! 

Well it's three in the freaking and I can't sleep! Well I know I'm gonna be dead all tomorrow so might as well stay up and take one of my very little chances to update my blog :). 

Well my weekend was a blast! Went to the Mountain View v. Timpanogos homecoming game with some friends by the end of the night I don't get why some students like to get so OVERLY competitive about which school is better in what. Honestly I see all the high schools I can think of ALL suck in Utah at least. I probably won't give a damn if you even try to explain to me why your school is the best. Even if your school has a better art program, sports, music, or any other random shiz. Really it's just a little fraction of what your life has in store for you in the future. 

Any who other than my rant about high school I got into a fight with some stupid kid at the game that confused me for someone else because he was saying I did stuff with his girlfriend? I know that's not true for one I never ever saw that girl in my life and two that kid was drunk off his ass I could smell it. So sadly we fought it out and I'm not too proud of myself sure I kicked his ass but over what? Some stupid misunderstanding like most conflicts I know....

Although after that stupid incident that could of been avoided Nick, my other friend Victor, and I all went to Taco Bell!!! We didn't even stay for the whole game and just walked to my friend Bryan's place so I can try out for their band as the bassist it sucked honestly I was nervous, exhausted, and lost my callouses. Even though I had those issues mentioned Bryan said I did good and I intrigued him!? Damn I must of gotten lucky or something and the next day I came over and jammed with Nick, Danny, Tyler, and Bryan for a good three or so hours non-stop. Which partly sucked cause we were in Bryan's garage and had no windows open so it got horribly hot. But the band overall loved having me there to play and said If I practice this week and do even better by next Saturday I'm in the band!!!

My mom is quite the artist she painted this in our workout room haha 

My mom was even for it and was excited to hear that I was trying out and that the band liked having me around. This is exactly what I need to really help with my depression episodes and stressful days. To play music with friends and have the time of my life so I can get through the downfalls of it. 

One of the bands my kick ass friend Ernesto got me into 

This whole weekend had me starting to think more about my future mostly when I was talking to my friend Ernesto about my future career and life. I've know this guy for two years now. His one of the coolest guys I know to this day! I met him on Xbox Live (ya don't judge or I'll throw a guinea pig at you...). 

He lived in California at the time I "met" him and now he's living in Vegas with some family and we been talking about how we should plan to meet sometime in the nearby future and it just so happens that I usually go to Vegas for Thanksgiving to see my grandma. I've mention about wanting to meet him a couple of times to my mom she's all for it or at least I think she is....I know well enough he's not some sick perv or an old guy just fyi. 

We even talked about getting an apartment together it sounds great as an IDEA. I would love to go live in Vegas with the guy. He's very chill about sharing a place with someone. I also am being realistic about it like what kind of schools do they have there? What medical fields are in demand? How am I gonna get the money to live there? Like I said it's just one of my ideas like I would also love to go move up to Salt Lake City! It has the U of U where I most likely plan on going for my Bachelors Degree etc. Its also way way way more diverse there than this hell hole. 

I also have friends that wanna share an apartment with me as well after High School is over but I wouldn't know what to do even then because I don't wanna have to choose who to live with or I'm actually just fine having a place to myself really. Well now it's 4 am I had to take an hour to make this post so now I go back to bed to get what little sleep I can. So if I'm a little irritable/cranky sorry my bad....

Black Rain

Another end to an emotionally crushing yet good week. I got my heart broken, did worse on my math test than expected, felt good about my biology test (scratch that I failed it and got 48% on it) and other stuff that's all in between. Some people out there can easily just brush off about what happened like in my situation and just be like oh we can still be best friends and talk. Oh yes mention how you and your new boyfriend are going on dates that will just make my day....Then you say I MISS YOU we use to talk and you act different now. Well no shit Sherlock you kinda screwed me over how am I suppose to act!? But I never get the guts to say that so I just say "Oh sorry I just been busy with school and haven't gotten much sleep." Oh well I some what have now gotten over it and been listening to the new Dimmu Borgir album and just started on the new Soundgarden album, it's just mainly songs they never released and it's amazing! So glad they got back together and hopefully come out with an album with actual new material because grunge is where it's at! :) 

Isn't she just perty!? man I need help..... 

Today was good though, Nicole came over and dropped off Nate's 360 which I'll be babysitting for a week I think I can handle it with love and care while playing the hell out of Gears of Wars 2 and Modern warfare 2!!! This weekend looks promising as well Saturday I'll be trying out for Nick's band Fallen Town for kicks and giggles they need a bassist and they want me to play so meh why not it'll be fun! Plus I'll have a whole house to myself and I believe my living room HD big flat screen t.v. is calling for me to play my brother's 360 on :).

Dammit son of a bitch dammit.....

Well this looks familiar.... 

God damn this day sucked horribly I got fucked over by a girl AGAIN awesome.....I was so bummed out by it that I didn't do any homework whatsoever, just slept most of the day wanting it to end. Pretty much just the typical depressed teen behavior. Why do people who don't know what they want just tell you how much they have feelings for you and wanna be with you and then BAM last minute they changed their mind? That doesn't fuck with my mind and emotions AT ALL.

God life fucking sucks and now I was just barely finally able to get into my Fitness For Life online assignments and I was too late, the due dates for all my assignments was already passed. Well that's just fanfuckingtastic so now I'm already doing shitty in my fitness class and my Biology packet is due tomorrow and I totally blew that off just not caring about anything right now. Maybe I can just stay home tomorrow so I can just sleep and weep like a small child in my bed because nothing else seems to help that's for damn sure. 

Also that little asshole piece of shit of a father called me today. I know better to not answer his calls but his voicemails are always like "Hey I love you lets do something together this weekend" You know what FUCK YOU OLD MAN! Seriously quit calling me, get off your dirty peruvian ass and start paying mom and maybe I'll do something with you if that's what it takes. 

This made me laugh 

If god exist he's probably just has been flipping me off for the past few days knowing that my existence is just one big middle finger right to his face or something like that.....So now what to do? Some say move on from her and not to worry about it. Oh hey while I'm at it I'll shave my head, dress like a missionary, and go around ask "Hello neighbor have you heard about the word of god?" ya see it's not that easy for me to just move on. So I think anything cute and cuddly or has a sense of innocence shouldn't come near me for the next few days for I will feel like just grabbing the little creature and tear their intestines out and force feed it to my dog...Well I thought of that as a well done ranting/venting post I'm now gonna go back to bed and listen to Imperfect Harmonies again it's such an amazing album. Peace.

Finally They Did It!

All of the Siblings :)









Mr. and Mrs. Swena





Well this was quite of an amazing and tiring weekend but, Nate and Nicole are now husband and wife woohoo! Hope they have an amazing life together forever and ever!






That's just horribly wrong.... IT WAS IN A CHURCH PARKING LOT WTF!?



Today was pretty amazing other than I'm screwed on biology and I screwed up on the math pretest again! For ONCE just for ONCE I would like to be able to get a 100% on a pretest so I wouldn't have so much homework and not hate myself for sucking horribly at it. Although one of my cute little highlights of the day was when my niece came into my room and kept saying woof woof to me! So now not only does she calls me doggie she now mocks me! I would suspect something like that from the child of my evil older sister and her husband -_-. I then met up at Nick's to play some Halo Reach and then went to the park with his new friend from Germany named Theresa. She's way cool but man her accent is heavy so half the time I didn't know what the hell she was saying so I mainly just smiled and nodded. As much as Nick is usually a dick to me I usually have a fun time hanging out with that whitey. We always go do stupid shit that I never EVER really do with anyone else mainly blowing up stuff and going to parties aw good times.





After the wedding and talking to certain I been getting quite the self esteem boost! All of my brother's friends and even some random girls who I weren't sure if they were Nicole's family were giving me a lot of compliments most of the night! I don't know I guess after how much my medication has helped cleared up my face I started to feel pretty good about myself I mean for crying out loud I took a classic "Arrogant Douche Bag Mirror" pic of myself! I just hope I don't go overboard and let it all get to my head :p

Imperfect Harmonies

Damn this album rules

Ah the music world just got 930240329849023843249 times better I was on isohunt.com and happen to see that the new Serj Tankian (Ex-Lead singer of System Of A Down) album was available and it doesn't come out for four more days! That totally just help me get over how much the new Disturd and Avenged Sevenpoopfold albums sucked donkey anus.




So other than ranting about music, school has been decent now that the weekend is finally here and today in math I ACTUALLY KNEW WHAT THE HELL WAS GOING ON!!! English was boring as hell Tyler's class is a joke compared Smith's we haven't had an assignment that has been challenging at all except for the memoir but I just used my old one from last year. Also my sweet little evil sister let me use her laptop today and I sat in the AC watching South Park (god I love that show) and I didn't realized that I had the speakers up so loud everyone in the building could hear it and Nathanael (Mr. ERGGG) thought it was stupid, pfft it's better than your gay ass yugi-mon cards you freaking honkey.




I was HOPING to hang out with Nick and Kaniho today but I guess they forgot to call me to see what they were up to and no one even answered my calls pfft thanks assholes I had nothing to do today. Ugh too tired and pissed to finish this post haha I'm gonna go to bed, Nate's wedding is tomorrow can't wait! Peace.

Gateways

So today was just another agonizing day in everlasting damnation called life or school if you wanna be technical about it. Today was a complete utter bleh..... I didn't feel like coming to school again. I'm so sick of HIM he has yet to stop calling me but the little comical relief that comes from that twat calling me is when he does my phone says "Call From P O S" and plays one winged angel from Final Fantasy VII look it up you'll know why I find it funny just play the first 30 seconds of it. Lately I've been really irritable from stress and certain people who I shall not name. I hope I didn't take it out on anyone it's just my life....well sucks ass right now haha. My mom is starting to become broke because you guess it my dad hasn't been helping with the child support because he "can't afford it" my ass you can buy beer and shit for your whores but I guess it's too much to ask to help out your kids? Just today was so damn horrible I just passed out on my bed after coming home from taking my math test which I know I failed for sure it was disgusting. I forgot everything my mind just went blank! One amazing highlight that just happened today was that I got on youtube and saw that Dimmu Borgir (one of my favorite black metal bands) came out with a new music video which I posted and I been watching it over and over again! My music always know how to cheer up with it's dark and beautiful atmosphere that people find ugly. Well I'm just glad this day has come to an end and now I'm gonna try and sleep to survive the next peace out.

Freedom!!

Some sushi that I got from UVU, this is the California Crunch Roll it was so damn good I love sushi

Once again I finally have some free time to update my blog yay! So this was an alright week for me, just another week at UCAS trying to not fail my classes and so far I'm doing alright. I had my second Biology test this week and oh man I can't help but wanna cry that test was disgusting!! Nothing but chemistry topics and I had the hardest time comprehending the facts and I didn't get it and to make matters worse I HAVE to take a chemistry class at UVU for my major whoopee..... Although I freaking kicked ass on my Medical Terminology test. I now have a feeling that's going to be my easiest UVU class by far woo!










Random little stuff animal doggy thing that me, Alex, and Nick saw at the mall



Well my best friend douche bag person aka Nick got to meet Alex, at first it was pretty chill but god damn I can feel so much tension between the two that day at the mall, it was pretty ridiculous. I even warned Nick before hand to NOT get into any form of an argument whatsoever with her but he just had to say a sexist comment around her and I was thinking "oooh this isn't gonna end well.....". But that day and today got me thinking about my friends and how some of them I can't hang out with all at the same time because there's either some form of tension, grudges, or just mainly how some are major opposites and wouldn't get along.




Excuse me for the arrogant comment but I wish some of my friends could be like me and just adapt to hang out with different people. Because I hang out with preppy kids, molly mormons, jocks, emu's, indie kids, metal heads, druggies etc. After just hanging out with anyone maybe around three times I almost exactly know what my limits are and what to and what NOT to say around them.




Some people say "Dom you sick piece of garbage your nothing more than a fake who can't be himself around others!" My response is: no you stupid prom night dumpster baby I just know HOW to respect my friends for their differences. Yes I do mess with them for liking indie music or wearing pants so tight that they'll end up sterile and not be able to have little emu children. But overall I honestly don't mind their differences from mine. For an example I'm atheist and just about all but a few of my friends are religious and I don't care if they are or not it's their life choice. Just don't even think about trying to convince me to go religious, my life is a luxury without it don't take that away from me.




Nick if you are reading which I extremely doubt that you even are. You seriously need to cut down on that self destructive behavior and clean up your act. Please for love of god (yes I know that's ironic go pat yourself on the back for pointing that out) just go back the way you are. When you didn't listen to such terrible music, doing drugs, drinking, messing around with Chelsey's friends (seriously that's fucked up) or saying how much you can lift knowing I don't give a rat's ass because I don't tolerate arrogance. If you don't fix that I don't know how much longer I can even be your friend seriously get your shit together and try to do better for your life.










Ignore the horrible hand writing and punctuation error you get the idea.






For English we had a simple assignment to do. Come up with a six word memoir to write with chalk and when my friends saw what I wrote some of they saw it was depressing. I mean it's true most of my life my dad was hardly ever around if he was I was most likely too little to remember him being around much.




It's just how my childhood was, ya kinda was sad but I bet my older siblings had it bad too. Their dad wasn't around much and lived in Texas so they didn't get to see him very often. Plus they had to witness the abuse my mom went through when she got with my dad and I was probably too little at that time as well to remember what exactly happened.




The little good that I saw coming out of the whole situation was that I didn't respond to what went on in a negative way (mostly thanks to my mom). I even met some kids who went through exactly what I did and they were out doing drugs and having sex. I'm just so happy that I didn't end up like them and I turned out better then they did by just trying to move on.










Well that's all I can remember at the moment to update about what's going on in my life other than that my brother's wedding is this upcoming Saturday I can't wait even though I have to dress all fancy. I'm now gonna hit the hay I'm so damn tired and I got another week of school to live through yay.

Zero Punctuation

Here's just a few clips from my favorite video game critic Ben "Yathzee" Croshaw who has his own videos on The Escapist he is HILARIOUS! I just love all his videos with these two being my favorite. First one is the Sims 3 review and the second is Gears of War 2 even though I bet few of my readers are gamers these are still funny as hell overall. (If you love these games don't get butt hurt, Gears 2 is my all time favorite and I find his review hilarious!)