Falling Away from Me

I promise this is my last post of the night then I'm off to bed! Just wanting to post one of my favorite songs by KoRn I absoultely love them with every fiber of my being and they are amazing live! I just feel like this somewhat relates to me.

Hey, I'm feeling tired

My time, is gone today

You flirt with suicide

Sometimes, that's ok

Hear what others say

I'm here, standing hollow

Falling away from me

Falling away from me

Day, is here fading

That's when, I would say

I flirt with suicide

Sometimes kill the pain

I can always say

'It's gonna be better tomorrow'

Falling away from me

Falling away from me

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming some sound

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

(Falling away from me)

It's spinning round and round

(Falling away from me)

It's lost and can't be found

(Falling away from me)

It's spinning round and round

(Falling away from me)

So down

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming some sound

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Pressing me, they won't go away

So I pray, go away

It's falling away from me

Beating me down

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

Screaming some sound

Beating me, beating me

Down, down

Into the ground

THIS IS DEDICATE FOR YOU IGNORANT PRICKS!!

This for the people who I can't stand and am disgusted by their views that are inhumane and just well plain out annoy the hell of me. Don't worry the people reading this won't see their names, but the fact they exist is insulting enough to them and the world. :)

The ideas and views I hear from you people make me wonder if your parents put lead based paint in your sippy cups. Then if that didn't make you stupid enough they played "Who can fall down the stairs the fastest!?". Of course you would always win so your prize would be full access to the medicine cabinet. Yet somehow your are able to utter a syllable that becomes a word, then comes sentences of pure ignorance so do your research please! I might actually consider you an intelligent being but that would be pushing it.

Tuesday

So I had 200 or so bucks to spend from Christmas so I went to the mall with my mom and chelsey and her little asian friend who shall not be named. BUT SWEET JESUS THE MALL WAS HELL ON EARTH!!!! When we got there the place was packed! I wanted to get in and get out but when your with girls they love to take their sweet ass time looking at EVERYTHING! I was done with my shopping in under half an hour and I bought Battlefield Bad Company 2 and wow wasn't I gonna try and get a life?? Oh well you can't separate a gamer from what they love best.

I also bought these sweet arab scarves that I always see Nate wearing and their called Shemaghs and their so freaking great and comfy!

One of the colors I got


The only down side to them is that my whole family thinks I look like a freaking terrorist when wearing them...When Nick first saw mine he said "Wow Dominic you look like your ready to suicide bomb something" FML.


Oh well tomorrow Chelsey and I are heading to Jerica's to hang out with some other people to watch movies and other fun stuff I'm so excited because it's rare that I ever get to see Jerica outside of school I love her so much she's such an amazing friend!






Then on New Years Eve Kresslyn is gonna be coming over and were gonna be playing video games and watching south park all day damn she's awesome....

Pfft

S

orry for the delay my computer had major problems so I had to reformat the damn thing and now ALL of my music, movies and other awesome pirated junk is gone!! I got so mad I wanted to put kittens and broken glass in a garbage bag and roll it down the stairs!....So for the past few hours I been trying to bring my library of music awesomeness! So I'm gonna be backing up about the last couple of days that I been meaning to talk about.

So on Monday being the lard of laziness that I am I truly realized how much I lack a life by getting to level 100 on Gears 2 and I been playing this game for like 2 years now? Wow I need to get out more...

So later that night I think someone tried to break into my house! I was upstairs at like three in the morning getting something to eat (ya I'm that fat get over it) and then the door knob started to twist and turn frantically. So Toby started running around barking and I went to look to see who was at the door but whoever tried to get in was already gone so for the rest of the night I was paranoid and couldn't sleep!! I kept thinking whoever did it was gonna come by again and try to get into the house which is odd to think that someone would wanna break into our house since were in a white mormon neighborhood OH NO!




So for the rest of the night I was reading and talking to Carli who I haven't talked in a long long long loooooooooooong time. I use to have a crush on her back then when I met her at a party over at Affy's place which I remember losing my iPod that very same night! :/

Next Post.

Holly Jolly Brutality!!

Christmas is Metal

AHHH Christmas this year was by far one of the best I've had in years! I didn't go to bed till 4 the night before because I was up all night playing games with Ernesto, Nick, Drew, and Victor! This morning I woke up to Chelsey screeching like a banshee at me to get up and I was in no mood to roll out of bed....So this year I got:

1. New Pj's
2. U of U Hoodie (it has skulls and tribal designs all over it!)
3. Three Books 
4. Shiz loads of candy

Last but not least my mom made Chelsey and I these coupon books that have this "deals" that she will without question do! Isn't that amazing!?!? Here's some of the best ones

1. Name it and I will do it for you.
2. Stop asking me about it....all questioning will cease.
3. Get out of jail free card....-to avoid a lecture or punishment
4. One free room painting.

Then it has this saying at the end of the book and it made me smile: "In closing remember that I love you more than you will know and more than I can ever express to you. You mean the world to me and I want the very best for you. I wish I could make your world sunshine the entire year through. I know it is not possible to only allow the rainbows and happiness to surround you, but I will do my best to try to make the world we coexist in the best it can be. All my love"-Mom 

I honestly don't know how I can accurately state that my mom is the greatest.....

This year was just so much better because we got rid of all the usual holiday stress (and no dad yay!) that most people go through. Us three watched Despicable Me and my mom and I couldn't help but notice that Agnes was just like Chelsey so the whole time we gave her crap for it..... Later today Nate and Nicole came over for dinner and there was SOOO MUCH FOOD!! I about imploded! Then I found out that Chelsey would be getting glasses in January and mom said I could get my eyes checked and if I wanted to I can get some too yes!! I don't know why but I've always liked glasses I wanted a pair ever since I was little plus we have great vision insurance or whatever type of insurance that applies to eyes. Well I hoped you all had an amazing Christmas I'm now going to get started on one of the books I got, I'm so excited to read it! Peace.

Family/Friend Series 2 Part 8/9 The Dimmu Borgir Escape Plan

                                 Another episode of my series of people in my life that just kick ass!!

Lets start with Caleb (Top Left), what a nice fellow I first met him back in the first semester of sophomore year in Art History. I hardly ever talked to the guy because he sat behind me the whole time but one time in class I mentioned Slayer and bam he instantly got in an conversation with me about music, mainly Slayer and Motely Crue. I thought the guy was beyond amazing although it was sad that we really didn't become best friends till like close to the end last year? He was one of the few guys at UCAS who's first impression was a positive one at that. He had the same love for metal like I did and I converted him to the darker side of music with kickass Black Metal (Dimmu Borgir). He's also one of the very few people I can have an actual INTELLIGENT conversation about  religion and politics. I honestly don't do enough for the guy he always helps me out mainly when it came to girls and homework. I'm honored to know this guy and that he's one amazing white dude I freaking love ya man don't leave meh!!

Now for Jimmy (Top Right) we met second semester of last year and oh boy he's tied with Brandon with the most negative first impression. I ABSOLUTELY LOATHED THIS GUY'S EXISTENCE!! He feelings were mutual as well. I could feel the extreme tension between us and that we didn't get along so well or we just simply tolerated each other. Then as we started to get along we became closer friends. Along with Caleb this guy knows all if not most of all the metal bands I listen to! Then this year we started to really become best friends!!! Everyday is always amazing seeing him at school. We would always act gay around people (mainly the homophobic ones) just for kicks and giggles. One of the best times was when it was just the two of us and we got some Smashburger and went back to his place to play some Sega it was such a great day! We had one of those moments where you would have this intimate conversations about life and all the good stuff. Also like Caleb I don't do enough to repay this guy for what he does for me whether it's giving me money or just even knowing the guy!

This year I see us as the trio of awesome guys who no one gets but thats okay! I love you two (no homo) and I see ya guys as brothers and were gonna stay that way for a long long long long loooong time I can assure ya. Alright that's my last post of the night peace.

Stolen From Nina!

So I noticed this music game on your recent post Nina so I wanna play too!

1. Bleeding Through - Revenge I seek

This reminds me when I had an insane moment and tried to plan out how I would get back at that bastard of a father for all the neglect and abuse he afflicted on my Mom, Chelsey, and I, but in the end it never worked out.

2. Judas Priest - Riding on the Wind

Aw good times! This brought me back the memory of Chelsey's birthday when we went to park city for the day and rode all the skyline rides I can remember getting that big rush while riding the zipline down the mountain!

3. Judas Priest - Breaking the Law

Woah two Judas Priest songs in a roll yay! This brings back my more rebellious days when I was in elementary school with Andy, Nick, Shawn, and Roger. We were evil little bastards that would constantly pick on the other kids and I don't mean teasing them with annoying nicknames I mean beating the living hell out of them, mainly bullies so that's good right??? We would get sent into the office once or twice a week yet which surprised me they never called mom but I was happy with that.

4. Dream Theater - Hollow Years

This was probably a good theme for the years that I would rarely ever be genuinely happy and I would hate myself for every little thing.

5. Daft Punk - Superheroes

Oh hell ya love me some Daft Punk!! Nate got me into them back in 3rd grade and this reminds me of the guy as well seeing how he's one of the few amazing Superheroes in my life!!

6. Nine Inch Nails - Every Day is Exactly The Same

Some how I got a fun positive thing out of this but this was like back in 4th grade that everyday Andy and I would go to mine or his place and just play hours upon hours of video games after school!

7. DIO - Hide in The Rainbow

This reminds me of every person that hides behind their personal walls from reality and aren't willing to accept it no matter how much it's against their beliefs.

8. The Offspring - Self Esteem

YES!! I saw these guys when they were here with 311 :). Also Andy got me into these guys and other sweet punk bands back in 4th grade and this reminds me of the good times when I just didn't care about my looks I wish I could be that right now.

9. August Burns Red - Carol of the Bells

Never thought I would hear a kick ass metalcore of this till a couple years back! This brings the stupid family anger and conflict that went through the past christmas' and this year we decided not to give a damn and not let the stress of the holidays get to us. :)

10. Cannibal Corpse - Death Walking Terror

This brings me back all the memories of every metal concert I've been to and how I felt like I was the greatest and no one could touch me in the pit! Then I learned the hard way no matter what level of skill you have in anything there's always gonna be someone better than you so it's a good idea to make the best of what you got!

11. Serj Tankian - Empty Walls

AHHHHH I LOVE SERJ!! I saw him too a while back :) He's also the lead singer of System of A Down if ya guys didn't know that. I always had the out-most respect for the guy for his political views and talent.

12. Dark Tranquillity - The Grandest Accusation

This symbolizes those close minded freaks that I met in life that would say I would associate with drugs and beer and that I'm a heartless person but oh well fuck em :)

13. Marilyn Manson - The Fight Song

Ahh Marilyn Manson your such a freaking genius then some retards spread  rumors about you removing your lower ribs so you can suck your own ding dong but that would be impossible trust me I did my research. Nate also got me into this guy I remember getting an odd creepy vibe from listening to him but I couldn't stop playing it over and over! I love the lyric "I'm not a slave to a god that doesn't exist!"

14. KoRn - Politics

DAANG! I'm getting all the good songs for this game I saw these guys last summer and it was Nate that also got me into them!! This song reminds how politics is everywhere no matter how hard I try to get away from it and that most people in Utah don't know jack shit about their history when it comes to politics or at least so far that's what it seems to be.

15. White Zombie - Rat Finks, Suicide Tanks and Cannibal Girls

I remember hearing this song from Beavis and Butt-head Do America movie. The video was soo damn creepy but I would rewind the tape (ya VHS woo!) and watch it over and over then my mom caught me watching it and I wasn't allowed to watch it (I was ten at the time so she didn't find it "appropriate" pfft)

16. In Flames - Dawn of a New Day

This is when I remind myself when I had a crappy day that well hey there's gonna be another one tomorrow so lets hope it doesn't suck!

17. Deicide - Slave To The Cross

Do I really need to give a description about this one??

18. Dimmu Borgir - Sympozium

This reminds of my extremely dark times when I would listen to nothing but Norwegian Black Metal the most extreme sub-genre of metal! I just couldn't turn away from these guys they are gods!! I'm also glad to convert some friends into them as well :)

19. Oingo Boingo- Dead Man's Party

My first thought was my mom!! She loves these guys and saw them in concert with my dad and she's just all around a fun person that likes to dance around the house with her iPod or just likes to have this stuff blasting when she's doing her awesome painting in the exercise room.

20. Heaven Shall Burn - Combat

This is one of those songs that just make ya wanna beat the hell out of a small animal....So good and great for venting when stressed!

21. Jimi Hendrix - Long Hot Summer Night

This brings back all those summers when I would sneak out late at night just to take a walk in the cool nightly weather :)

22. Alter Bridge - Coming Home

This brings back those days of coming back from a long trip and that I was glad to be back at home.

23. Jedi Mind Tricks - Saviorself ft. Killah Priest

These guys are no doubt my favorite rap group of all time I usually don't listen to much rap till my friend Ernesto got me into Jedi Mind Tricks along with Necro and Immortal Technique. It's awesome they rap but have lyrics that would be in metal!

24. Sodom - Vocanic Slut

Okay this one actually made me laugh! It just reminds me of all the whores I know (male or female) that have no self respect and aren't getting anywhere in life....

25. Slayer - Silent Scream

This brings back the days where I wanted to tell certain people how much I hate them for hurting me in any way shape or form.

26. Dream Evil - Heavy Metal Jesus

hahahahaha this one is great! Reminds me of a guy I met at a concert who was extremely religious but listened to the most extreme metal ya can get!

27. Soulfly - Bring It

This one is a major adrenaline rush and reminds me of all fights I would get into at concerts and I had no form of humanity whatsoever.

28. Soundgarden - Face Pollution

Hmm all I could think of from this one is a image of a really really ugly person I met a while back....

29. Rob Zombie - Call Of The Zombie
AHH THIS USE TO SCARE THE LIVING HELL OUT OF ME WHEN I WAS LITTLE! I woke up in the middle of the night and Nate left his stereo on and had this song playing it's really just 30 secs of a little kid talking in a really really creepy voice about zombies I could not get back to sleep after that....

30. Aborted - Gestated Rabidity

 last one! This is brings back when I started to jump into Death Metal and it's awesome goriness! I felt like I was no longer a human being about getting into this stuff but it's just soo....damn....goood....

Dearly Demented

Today I realized I can be too forgiving at times. Just that with some of my friends they give me so much shit, neglect me, or use me. Like today for an example lets name this person "Nancy" and Nancy told me that she broke up with her boyfriend. She told me how horrible it ended but before when she was with him she would never ever talk to me or any of her other friends. I just plain out told her how I truly felt that I was ignored and that she would only come to me if she needed a favor which I have no problem helping out my friends but if they come to me ONLY to ask for help ya can see why it can get annoying....Then she only has to say "Oh I'm sorry, forgive me?" I was hoping for a more thoughtful response but without a second I just forgave then later when I actually thought about it I knew it would happen again. She does it every time she gets herself in another relationship and expects everyone to go with it.

There's my rant of the day so now for the happy fun time stuff!! I woke up at one today feeling great and went to Barnes and Noble tonight with Mom and Chelsey! We were there for hours on end probably till close to closing time. I picked out a huge stack of books that I found all throughout the store that I wanted and then Mom said "No demon or satanic books". So I about put away 3/4 of the books back because she wouldn't let me get them....By the end of the night I got three books: Metallica and Philosophy: A Crash Course in Brain Surgery, Grimoire of the Necronomicon, and The Greatest Show On Earth. I can't wait till Christmas to start reading them while getting fat on some kick ass food!





P.S. I'm in a really blogging mood so I'm gonna be doing like maybe two more post??

FREEEEEDOMMMM!!!!

YES YES YES HELL YES!! *punts kitten in joy* Its Christmas Break!!!! The first break where I didn't have to worry about any homework! Today was by far better although everyone I wanted to see at school weren't even there -_-. I only went so I could give Caleb his stuff and even he wasn't there! Luckily Jerica was there so we were chilling most of the time while fighting over our facebook profiles and tried to have our status' say were gay were so immature sometimes....I also got some alone time with my mom! We had our dentist appointment today and we were making fun of each other the whole time! It was great and she was telling how she feels bad about this year for not having much money to get me and Chelsey gifts because dad hasn't been putting in any money. Although she already got us the U of U hoodies we wanted ahh!!! Then we had this funny conversations!








Dom: Mom you shouldn't feel bad about the money situation dad has to spend money so she can feed that whore her weight in babies.


Mom: Ya true and it's Christmas time and I bet she eats twice her weight in babies if not more and then she would have to resort to going to pet stores.





Dom: Hey who's car is that parked in front of our house?

Mom: Hmm I don't know probably the neighbor's

Dom: Oooh maybe it's fugly's car!! (fugly-fat and ugly)


Mom: Oh hell no! No way she can afford that!


Dom:Ya true the most dad can get her is like one of those ghetto taco stands on wheels!

 

Some of the books I want for Christmas!

I freaking love my mom I knew she could be just as evil as me when talking about people she hates! I can't wait for thursday me and her are gonna go to Barnes and Nobles to get some books for me. My newest pet peeve is when people to me are like "Woah you read!?!?" Yes believe it or not I read just on my own time and when it's not the school's books that aren't even worth using as toilet paper.

I need to hang out for once this break I'm already making plans! :) Hopefully Nick and I with some other people will go out air softing with a huge group of people up at the lake! Kresslyn also wanted to do something over the break so were already making a plan of just watching south park, playing video games, and having munchies all day!, and this New Years I actually wanna go out and hang out so I'm thinking of going to Tiffany's New Years Eve/ Birthday party it's going to be sweet! Tomorrow is our Schaefer family Christmas from hell gathering at the church and I never liked them because some stupid argument always happen and then everyone gets pissed! So to avoid any conflict whatsoever I'm gonna just have my iPod and sleep on the couches with Nate like we have every year! Also the people listed I would love to hang out this break! : Those whores (Jimmy and Caleb), Nina, Affy, Randi, Elio, Nick, and grr I can't remember the others there's so many people I wanna hang out with over the break! Well I'm gonna head out and watch some Christmas Specials of South Park peace.

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Last side note: at band practice tomorrow a friend of Gabi just happens to work at Deathstar which is this new sweet venue in Provo and he's gonna come in and listen to us to see if were good enough for an acutal gig ahh!!!!!!

Goremageddon

 

Yep still pissed about today as you can tell...

So I'm gonna just make this short and head off to bed!


Today sucked because:


I was told LAST MINUTE that I couldn't be in the talent show anymore because of my band's "inappropriate" lyrics by Derbridge and Bitch Face Trevino. So I spent most of the day mad as hell without an iPod to vent to about but thanks to Affy and Jerica I happily survived the morning without ripping some random kid's entrails out.






I didn't even wanna go to it anymore because I was so mad but then I knew it wouldn't be fair to Nina and Chelsey because I wanted to see them perform! Which by the way Nina you were AMAZING! and Chelsey if your reading this you should try something called smiling while performing!






Well I'm heading off to bed but before I do I got have one last thing to vent about today that I wish I could say to Trevino's face "I hope you go fucking die you poor excuse of an counselor/human being. You've been screwing me over all semester and you can shove your PH.D in bullshit up your ass. You probably printed that shit off the internet It was such a slap to my face that I put my hard work and time to get my band together so we could perform today but once again you fucked me over." Okay goodnight everyone Peace. I probably be in a more blogging and happy mood tomorrow.

Coronary Reconstruction!!

I wouldn't mind doing this to certain people...Great band though..

So the UCAS nerd Christmas dance thingy was last night and the date didn't go quite as planned but it was expected were suppose to go eat then go to the movies but due to traffic we were late but instead we went bowling which was really fun! I was so terrible at bowling but might be cause I never really go bowling but this was by far my worse game and Kresslyn was kicking everyone's butt at it and supposedly was only her second time.... I freaking made an ass of myself in front of the whole bowling alley because it was my turn so I go up to roll and right when I pull my arm back the freaking bowling ball dropped out of my hand!!! It was so embarrassing everyone saw me and started dying I went bright red and had the perfect "Oh crap..." look on my face! It was such a great time except Ergg wouldn't shut the hell up but still even that didn't ruin the night.






So after the date thingy me and Kresslyn started heading back to UCAS and all of a sudden we kinda changed our minds and decided not to go to the actual dance and we start heading to my house and stopped by the gas station for munchies! But right as we started leaving I had 4 missed calls, all from random numbers and then I found out they were all from her friends.... First I was thinking how the hell did they get my number? Second why do they keep calling me? Then I started getting texts asking where are you and where's kresslyn?? Her friends would not stop bugging us it was pissing me off and she knew they would tell her parents and get the wrong idea! I swear these people thought I was getting her high, drunk, or some other stupid crap they jumped to a conclusion about!

So we had no choice but to go to UCAS and went to the dance for like 10 minutes?? Then that weird ass emu kid Dean started asking me odd questions.... He was like saying stuff like so I was told I hate you? Oh you hate my favorite band? What were you and Kresslyn up to?? Oh ya my sister says your a dumbass. I was like um okay? Then Kresslyn got pissed because I guess Dean was calling me out?? (or so Kresslyn says) Really!? I was called out by dirty beaners better than that!!

ha she has this shirt!

GAH PEOPLE ARE SOO STOOPID!!!! Just because I got her more into metal and even wore a System Of A Down shirt to school doesn't make me a bad influence.....I'm sorry if I prefer the real her. Just another side note I do have to say I can't express how much I love and appreciate my mom she's so sweet and gave me like 80$ for the date and even bought a corsage for Kresslyn to wear. She just does anything for me just so I can go out have a good time whether its with some friends or on a date. My mom is best that's all that needs to be said. Well I'm gonna play some black ops and then head to practice so we can be ready for the talent show on monday!! Yay!! Peace.

I Felt Free

Tomorrow I have my last final and I'm so happy this week is coming to a close and I'm excited for friday for the dance with Kresslyn! Nina I hope your reading this but I PASSED MATH 1010 with a C+ that's not great but I'm so beyond happy and pleased with myself that I wanted to give someone a hug but no one was near by so I just gave Toby one! I truly feel soo great! I swear I think I almost had a tear going on. I can move on to 1050 with Nate and Nina ahh this is gonna be great!! I know now if I really do an effort into something with all of my being I know I can do it I might even just take my Bio test tomorrow even though Busath says I don't have to because I got my Medical Terminology final tomorrow but after two hours of helping Caleb, Tawna, ERGG, and Brennan I think I can pass this test.

I feel like things are starting to go for the better I'm now starting to feel like going to California for Christmas (ya I know its lame I didn't say yes in the first place) but I honestly can't think of what I want for Christmas this year maybe some In Flames or Dark Tranquillity shirts or other band shirts I can't find ANYWHERE! Not even in Hot Topic (cringes) sorry but I never really like that store but where else am I gonna find a Mastodon or Dethklok shirt!?

It's sad I was so extremely attached to my iPod but it's nice to get my new one and I been going all out on putting bands on it I'm now at 50 gbs of music just about a third of the way of completing my quota :). So till January 1st I been eating really unhealthy because starting on 2011 I plan on going healthy and yes it's true about 90% (if not higher) of Americans fail to meet their new year resolutions within 10? 15 days? Somewhere around there but I plan on doing this!! I got my whole fitness plan ready and I got goals with deadlines. Well I got two tests and a project to do I'll for sure be a zombie tomorrow but the happiest one ever!!! Peace.

Your Bedtime Story is Scaring Everyone

What a great end to a weekend! Finally its finals week and I been studying my ass off I hope it pays off and I already got study sessions set up with Affy. I also just found out the new In Flames album is coming out sometime between May and June of next year. Be awesome if it came out on my birthday! :) Well I'm prepared as I'll ever be to ask Kresslyn tomorrow to the dance. Ya the dances are lame but eh I'm kinda being pressured into it and poor Randi got asked by ERGGGG (Nathaniel).

I can't believe but today I watched three hours of Gilmore Girls with Chelsey I had nothing going on so I sat down and actually watched it! Gotta say it's a hell of a lot better than the garbage their coming out with now. So Brandon and Ryan came over for a surprise visit and we went out to get some munchies and we just sat in the McDonald's for a while just talking about random stuff, girls, school, and certain people we wouldn't mind seeing leave UCAS.

I now also got TWO T.V.'s let the insults begin. We had this T.V. just lying out in the hallway for months and my mom wanted to get rid of it so I told her I would just keep so there's one t.v. for my 360 and the other for a dvd player or any other gaming systems I want. So say if I wanna play a game AND watch a movie I can do so or if me and a friend want to play different games we can! Yes people I am that lazy and fat that I need to be entertained while being entertained.

A new game to add to the favorites! Dead Space, it's one of the very few games that actually me jump! I got it from Jimmy and it's AMAZING!! Goodnight bloggers gotta get back to being scared shitless and not being able to get back to sleep.

Roseta Stoned

Morning everybody!! Wow I'm amazed that I'm up at this hour on a weekend and I feel great I woke up to some TOOL to start my day :). Last night was amazing after dropping off the signatures for the talent show I went to Bryan's to check out our official new male singer and he is by far amazing (kinda looks like and sings like Jack Black...)!!! He can sing so many styles and matches perfectly with Gabi I was so happy to see that our band can now start getting somewhere we got a new snare, hi hat, and other cymbals (sorry I'm not a drummer so I don't know all the fancy pants names :p).

Also Nick and Tiffany came over with a shiz loads of munchies and we watched Despicable Me and Inception (ha piracy kicks ass). It was random but at 4 in the morning Toby just started barking and he never ever barks and he wouldn't stop for the next 20 minutes so I go upstairs. I don't see anything so I'm curious if our house is either haunted and he can see ghosts or he's just plain retarded......I'm so nervous for next week for finals and junk this is where it's decided whether or not I get into 1050 and I'm gonna not be sleeping for the next few days yay.....

So the winter dance shindig thingy is coming up and I'm debating whether I should go or not I would most likely ask Kresslyn and thanks to my big mouth my mom and Chelsey keep telling me all these crazy ideas on how to ask her! Isn't just simply asking the question and maybe giving flowers or something good enough?? I guess not for my mom and stinky. Also her friends were saying it would be funny if I did? I'm trying to see how it's funny because after getting to know her were really not opposites at all..

So today I'm gonna head out to band practice, play some Fallout 3, and study like no tomorrow for finals good luck to everybody on finals!

Family/Friend Series 2 Part 7 Jar of Hears

I swear I always have the prettiest girls for friends!

Last day of school last year this is the only pic of us and I look like crap!

Well its back my mini series of appreciation and love for my friends and family!


























This is Jerica one of the my greatest friends at UCAS. I'm shocked I haven't mentioned her yet but here she is! I always thought she was an interesting case like Nina because were mostly opposites! I remember the first day I met her it was in art advisory first semester of sophomore year and I was kind of a loner in the class and one day I lost my sketchbook so as I was looking for it she started talking to me mainly to help me look for it. After I found it I started to sit with her and her group of friends in the class at first I felt like I didn't belong but after getting along with everyone it was great! Not to mention we had Williams together that year and we always annoyed everyone in class because we wouldn't shut up but we never cared :).






After that I always wondered how were like best friends we have different taste in everything but we somehow get along and have loads of fun together! I remember during the summer of last year when I met her friend Anne and we all went to the movies and saw Inception after that we met up with Mallory and her other friend who's name I can't remember (some white dood!, Logan I think was his name?? sorry Jerica) we then all went and swam in Utah lake. Which was a terrible idea by the way because after you get out of the water you instantly get attacked by mosquitoes!






The funny part was I was the only one that didn't get bites I guess my blood is too foul. I also remember when we went together for Sadies with Anne and her date. It was loads of fun! Were always there for each other about anything mainly our guy and girl issues lately. Her and Nina also made Chelsey feel really comfortable at school which makes me happy cause my sister is a dork. I honestly can't express in words how much I love this person for being one of my first UCAS friends and being a true bestie when I needed one thanks Jerica I love ya to death!! Show me those writings sometime ya butt! :)

Too....Much....Candy....and Bitching.....

Finally this hellish week is over!! Although I'll be spending the weekend with Nate to do my math review so hopefully god willing (yes I'm desperate) I'll pass this upcoming math test and maybe just maybe pass Math 1010. So this night was a blast after school I went straight to Smashburger with Jimmy and got the most delicious and fattening fries and burgers oh sweet jesus it was amazing.... We went back to his place and hung out for a bit and listened to some tunes while thinking about to do for the rest of the night. So he comes out with this huge box just full of games for the Sega Genesis, 64, Wii, Playstation 1/2, 360 and I had no idea this dude was a freaking gamer I about died and we played some 64 and Sega.




I freaking loved the old games they were dumb as hell but at the same time were actually fun!! We then pulled out one of the kick ass psone games "Spyro" I remember the good old days of playing this game on end so we take turns playing and went for a good four or so hours of it. During that time we were also talking about our lives, girls, music, school, and other random junk. You could say it was one of those brotherly moments guys have once in a while it was nice and he just lets me borrow: Orange Box, Aliens V.S. Predator, Fallout 3, Prototype, Batman Arkham Asylum, Dead Space, and Spider Man: Shattered Dimensions. I gotta say that he's such an amazing friend to have it's so fun being around this guy outside of school and to think last year we hated the living hell out of eachother. Also on another sidenote Nick messaged me and apologized to the whole band that he was truly sorry about the whole thing and me and him made up over the whole issue so it was nice to fix that.






So some facebook drama (lame I know right?) I noticed that Brigham removed Nick and I from his friends oh no what are we to do!? Honestly all we did was comment and give him some advice on one of his status about "Oh woe is me I can get a girl so my life is hell" Boofuckinghoo you whiny bitch.... So he got all butt hurt and got mad at us. I hate that the fact that we tried to help him, he ignores our advice and we were even nice about the whole "issue". I sometimes don't get people like that I try to help them and they just go on and on and then you know they just get off of their "pain". Hey it could be worse you could be a child solider in Africa being forced to kill innocent people ya know it's no biggie or anything.....






I know what I'm doing this break....





Lately at home its been really bad my mom has been really on edge lately with Chelsey and I about just everything but I know I can't blame her for it. It kinda made it hard for me to deal with the usual every day crap I get at school (just the little things) and the fact that Talia pretty much ditched the rest of us to be with Mr. Shithead of a boyfriend 24/7 even after saying she will make time for us and tends to only come to me when she needs a favor or money sorry I'm not a tool, but I knew this was just an off week for me. So a couple nights back mom was talking to dad and I couldn't believe it but he was actually defending that whore. This happened so long ago why can't it just end and my dad just moves on and accept the fact he will never get my mom back? I want to able to concentrate in school and not worry about my mom's well being because of that piece of trash. It's hard to control myself emotionally and mentally lately with all this garbage but I know things will get better. Finals are coming up and I'll do my best to pass then it'll be Christmas break and I can just relax at home and take a minute to breathe for once.





Oh on the plus side our band photos got posted









kinda reminds me of a brown rob zombie







all the strings










danny our drummer














Gabi along with other members of the band