Aslyum

sick album art but music couldn't back it up

Well my week so far has been a complete close relation to hell till yesterday when I saw that the new Disturbed album was out so being the good little pirate I am I downloaded some DELUXE 17 SONGS JNKASNDKJASN BLAH EDITION. I sat crossing my fingers hoping I won't be disappointed like with some certain bands newest albums like Slipknot, Avenged Sevenfold, Sonic Syndicate, and Rammstein. After a PAINFUL two minutes I finally gotta listen to the new album after listening to the first five tracks I couldn't help but feel like my hands were inching towards my throat. This is then I realized wow I think I hate this band now. I just had to pause it and play something decent. Later in the night I started to listen to it again then I had the same feeling again good god how could I make it through all 17 tracks I don't know although there was one exception.






David Draiman







Rob Halford





It was a cover of Judas Priest's Living After Midnight and I was expecting David Draiman to sing like Rob Halford but with a bunch of oh Wa Ah Ah Ah's like in most of Disturbed's songs but I actually like it but it's a COVER. I even tried getting into it again but I even started to gain some what hateful love for it but it ended quickly. Once again I was disappointed by another metal band!! To make up for my disappointing night I played some Banjo Kazooie and talked on the phone with the amazing Alex. So once again I have to wait for another band that will HOPEFULLY come out with a decent album which I'm excited for the next two months for the upcoming releases of these albums.






Serj Tankian - Imperfect Harmonies Sept. 21st













Dimmu Borgir - Abrahadabra Sept 24th













Cradle of Filth - Darkly, Darkly, Venus Aversa Oct. 22nd but was delayed to Nov. 1st


I also heard All That Remains is coming out with a new album coming out on Oct. 12th call For We Are Many but I couldn't find any artwork for it. I'm still bothered though that I have to wait for at least a god damn year for the new In Flames album to come out, like I really got the mental capacity to wait that period of time for an album from one of my all time favorite bands. So I'm hoping one of these album will help me come back to sanity and be happy for once. Hope I did well for my "review" don't like it? Well go suck a large one because I had to do something to get my mind off of things that bring pain and sorrow into my life.

Some People Just Can't Grow Up

Today was just worse than yesterday it was decent till my last period when I got on facebook and got this message from the crazy bitch my dad has been with.This little child was so pathetic she had to use someone's facebook account to track us down and harrass my family this woman is insane. Some friends are telling me to get over my dad but some of them don't see I have to deal with this shit its annoying and stressing me the hell out just look at what this heartless succubus had to say. I just don't want anything with my dad anymore my mom has been crying for TWO painful days I can't take it anymore you make my mom cry and you got yourself a death wish. I just can't take it anymore I'm so done with this family crap that's been going for far too long. I just want this divorce over with for good and I just want my dad to go back to Peru and never ever come back. I just want my life to have Mom, Chelsey, Nathan, and Amber their all I need in my family.





Dominic Antonio Delgado August 30 at 9:01pm




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HELLLOOOO Clone of Mario!!




Between You and Natasha Brown Solovi




Natasha Brown Solovi August 30 at 10:09am


Will you PLEASE... tell your mama to quit calling my cell phone & leaving messages for Mario. I believe she was informed by.... whats that officers name... uh huh.. (she knows) not to ever contact Mario & I again! So now I have to send you this email so you can tell your PATHETIC BITCH MAMA to quit harassing us! All her messages & call log are saved... if she has anything to say to Mario, have her contact his lawyer!





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tell ur chicken shit mama changing her phone number doesnt mean anything. its not like your home/work address has changed.. hmm





HEY SHARON SINCE I KNOW YOU'RE PROBABLY READING THIS... I JUST WANT TO SAY... QUIT MEETING/SEEING/CALLING MARIO. IF YOU SAY YOU'RE DONE WITH MARIO.. THEN BE DONE!! YOU ARE THE MOST DUMB-ASS-WHITE-TRASH PERSON WHO CANT LET IT SHIT GO. IF YOU WANT HIM SO BAD... THEN TAKE HIM BACK!! HE IS ALL YOURS. STOP LYING TO YOUR KIDS.. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DONT WANT HIM BEHIND YOUR KIDS BACK & FIX YOUR FUCKED UP RETARDED ASS MARRIAGE THAT YOU CALL & HAVE A GREAT FUCKING LIFE!! BUT IF YOU CANT DO THAT... THEN QUIT ACTING LIKE A CHILD & LEAVE HIM ALONE & MOVE ON. YOU ARE A BITTER OLD HAG! I MEAN I CAN UNDERSTAND WHO WOULD WANT YOUR WRINKLY ASS ANYWAY.. BUT IF MARIOS THE ONLY MAN YOU THINK U CAN GET.. LOL THEN OKAY. BY ALL MEANS... HAVE HIM SHARRRRRON!! I DONT KNOW WHAT KIND OF GAME YOU TWO ARE PLAYING.. BUT SERIOUSLY LEAVE MARIO ALONE, LEAVE ME ALONE... & QUIT CALLING KATJA A BASTARD CHILD. YOUR KIDS ARE NO BETTER.. LIKE I SAID YOU'RE A BITTER OLD BITCH & I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT YOU'RE HURT, BUT DAMN GET A LIFE & MOVE ON... FIND YOURSELF AN OLD WHITE MAN & BE HAPPY!! YOU'RE REALLY ANNOYING & I FIND YOU VERY VERY STUPID.. SO, PLEASE... NO MORE CONTACTING MARIO, DONT LEAVE VOICEMAILS, QUIT NAME CALLING OF KATJA... ETC, BECAUSE ONE MORE TIME SHARON.. I MEAN THIS.. ONE MORE TIME, THEN I WILL HAVE TO MEET YOU IN PERSON. OK:)) go ahead & print this email whatever... but i believe you were the one who contacted the authorities to say that we've been harassing you & the kids.. uhh no, its you who is playing games. you dont want me emailing you through your kids well then quit calling my cell phone, quit leaving messages on MY cell phone, quit with the childish games & quit talking shit! aight gurlfriend.. This is my last & final email to you..





DOMINIC... you look just like your daddy! oh & Chels... girl if only you could see how much YOU & Katja look alike lol daddys genes most b very dominant in all you kids!



(My Response to this bitch)


Dominic Antonio Delgado August 30 at 3:21pm

Um ok clearly after reading this message of horrible grammar your nothing more than a pathetic child how DARE you call my mom a bitch and through me? pathetic much? What goes on between my mom and my dad is NONE of your buisness okay "GURLFRIEND" please if your gonna be a bitch to someone at least be an adult about it and last I checked Katja is actually a bastard child a term that means a child who has parents who aren't married so actually my mom is right so don't be so offended the truth hurts. If anything were trying to move on from my dad I can't stand and want nothing to do with him he's nothing more than a pathetic piece of tripe. "QUIT NAME CALLING OF KATJA... ETC, BECAUSE ONE MORE TIME SHARON.. I MEAN THIS.. ONE MORE TIME, THEN I WILL HAVE TO MEET YOU IN PERSON. OK:))" and "tell ur chicken shit mama changing her phone number doesnt mean anything. its not like your home/work address has changed.. hmm". Wow really your burying yourself into the ninth circle of hell with those kind of threats you disgust me I normally never ever talk to an adult like this but you can't seem to have that kind of status. I'll be more than gladly to report this to the police about the harassment and threats I think you need to grow up okay "GURLFRIEND" please just get an education it would do ya some good and give ya higher standards. ;)

Ronin Hexum

Well today was a special day it's Nate's Birthday!!! Happy Birthday Big Brother! Hope you had an amazing birthday with your wonderful fiancee :). Man your getting old, time is going by so fast now it's insane it just seems like yesterday back in fourth grade when you would let me be in your room past my bed time to watch South Park with you. I loved every second of it because well your more than a brother to me you were my mentor and father figure in life and I'm lost at what to even say other than thanks for everything!






Of Course Nate doesn't like to dress up for Halloween either just like me hahaha


I'm just gonna enjoy the rest of my life knowing how great of a brother you are to me and it sucks not having you around the house with me being the only guy in the house having to deal with Mom and Chelsey seeing how crazy they are. It's great though that I get to see you over at UVU everyday and that you don't mind giving me rides back so I can make it to class on time and you come visit us once in a while to see how were doing. I love you Nate! Don't party too hard now! :)

Trashed, Lost, & Strungout

Children of Bodom

Wow finally the first week of school is over....only 9 more months to go yay...So far though I love being back in school with all my friends and so far I'm liking my UVU classes although I don't what I got myself into this is gonna be one hell of a stressful year for me. Along with school I'm still dealing with this stupid crap going on with my mom and dad about the divorce. It seems like every time I start trying to get over it, my dad just has to do something to make the situation much worse than it should be whether it's that annoying bitch harassing Chelsey and mom again! Now he's filing against the divorce! Really dad? What makes you think you will win you been behind on child support for months now but whatever you'll just end up paying for more in the end.












This is just one of those kind of situations where people think their life is supposedly worse than mine and there are some certain people who just think "Oh I'm sick of my parents they take control of my life and boss me around, they don't care if I'm happy I just know they hate me!" Seriously? You NEED TO QUIT YOUR BITCHING I met your parents. Their both nice people and I remember them giving us rides all summer to anyplace we needed to go. You just need to stop acting like a little girl that feeds off of drama like it's a sick addiction and grow the hell up. Be happy that your parents are together and that your dad has been there for you all throughout your life. Till then I don't wanna hear about your problems and that's something I rarely ever say to people but you pushed that limit congrats!







Now other than that I been generally happy lately :). I'm now just waiting for Nate's wedding to come I'm so excited! He's been there for me my whole life and now it makes me so happy to see him get married to an amazing woman who is fun and crazy to be around just like him.

Wonders At Your Feet

Dark Tranquillity (I LOVE THESE GUYS!)

About damn time that I have a moment to update my blog! School started again and I'm so happy to see my amazing nerdy friends. For the past two days I been having free periods and only two UCAS classes it was so relaxing I would just chill at the AC or be a hippy and take a nap under one of the trees (which was kinda odd because people in the new trailer would watch me....). It also seems like there's a lot of new sophomore skater kids at UCAS this year, oh how badly I just wanna take their stupid skateboards and beat the living hell out of them. I can't stand them I didn't think I would have to deal those little pricks in school anymore.








Along with those guys I noticed a lot of new emo girls this year. Some of them were pretty cute but they dressed like total whores so I'm really not interested in any of those girls. I mean its UCAS you don't have to dress like a whore to attract the guys just wear a Starcraft or Halo shirt and your set for the year! It's also nice to see that my little sis Chelsey is doing fine at UCAS and getting along with my amazing friends I knew they would love her, just because she's way more social and spontaneous then me.







I also made a new cool friend his name is Wayne, I saw him around the hallways on the first day of school wearing a Whitechapel shirt I just about instantly started a conversation with him he's a really chill kid and knows all my bands. FINALLY I WAS ASKING FOR A FRIEND LIKE THIS AT UCAS (other than Affy of course) AND IT CAME TRUE!!! I'm nervous about tomorrow I got 3 of my UVU classes to go to: Math 1010, Medical Term., and Medical Careers! Ugh why don't any of my other friends have more UVU classes? I feel so alone but luckily I got math with Nina which I'm super excited about and hopefully my brother Nate can get in too!! That's all my blogging for the day I now go to bed and talk with Alex the amazing whitey while listening to Dark Tranquillity night bloggers I plan on finishing up my mini series of people this weekend!

This is the End My Friends

A screenshot of a Gears 2 match I took haha Ernesto tore that sucker a new one!!



Aw summer why did you have to end? Oh how I enjoyed sitting around doing nothing but kick ass at Gears of War 2 with my amazing douche bag friend Ernesto who loves to push buttons like me. But alas there was more than just Gears 2 that made my summer amazing.







I would also would like to proudly say that I've listened to all through every In Flames albums about a good 50 times if not higher during the summer which I decided I don't really have a "favorite" album from them anymore because I just love all their albums each one being a masterpiece that makes my day.






Exodus, these guys were suppose to be my last concert of the summer but sadly Toby had different ideas -_-



Concerts! Concerts!! Concerts!!! I been to such an amazing concerts over the summer that made me feel truly complete with my music I wish more of my friends could of came and enjoyed those moments with me as well.








My friends, oh how amazing and truly wonderful they are, each and every single one of them even though I wish I could of hung out with more of my UCAS friends but they just had to live far away from me.




Like Nina, I'm sorry I fail at life and I was too lazy to go out and try to work towards my driver's license but know that even though we hung out five times I believe? It was still way fun. I wish it could of been more times we had fun together in the summer because it's always such a blast with you! You make me do stuff that usually make me a little embarrassed or nervous but hey thanks for helping me get over that :) You also have been there for me as well during the summer when I needed someone and I need to thank you for that and were gonna have so much fun in Math 1010 hope we don't fail!




Brandon, clearly your the douche bag out of my friends at UCAS but I love it, I always need someone to mess around with about either the color of their skin or if they just happen to listen to Queer Boy For My Anus (Bullet For My Valentine) wish we could of went and partied or just chilled and did stupid stuff but oh well when I get a car we are for sure gonna have some more fun hanging out.







Afton, so sad that you were in Jackson for two months and I've missed you because I always love being around you but still we got some UVU classes together which is gonna be a fun experience.







Alex wow you know how to actually make shopping fun, it's pretty cool how you know at least two or three workers at every store we went to at the mall and I just HATE shopping but it was still a good day seeing ya wish we could of hung out more during the summer just because your such an amazing person!







Nick, it was a pretty sweet summer chilling with ya 24/7 but hey I know we go to different schools so we are for sure gonna chill and jam whenever I get a holiday from this horrible college work I gotta do this year. For everyone else I've seen over the summer I love you all I wish I could of pointed more of you out.







Yet sadly I gotta be up in five hours to start my first day of my Junior year at UCAS I just know this year is gonna be my hardest but I'll have my loving friends and family to get my through it and not to mention Chelsey my little sister will be going to UCAS with me this year and just how nutty and crazy she is I know she'll fit in just fine. JUST NO WHITE BOYS BETTER BE CHECKING HER OUT OR GETTING ANY FUNNY IDEAS OR I'LL GLADLY PERMANENTLY INTRODUCE YOUR HEAD TO YOUR COLON!!! Now I go to bed even though I have so much more to say about what I've done this summer but I need my sleep so I can have a good first day of my Junior year goodnight! Hope you all had an amazing summer too!

Bad Fur Day

I was bored and decided to spend one of my last days of summer by just relaxing and playing two of my favorite old school N64 games I use to play when I was little Conker's Bad Fur Day and Banjo-Kazooie. I can just remember back when my best friend Andy use to live here and I would walk to his house and being the lazy fat kids that we were we would play either Halo or Conker's Bad Fur Day, but now sadly he's living in Salt Lake City. I haven't been in contact with him for the longest time till early this year on Xbox Live when I found him it's great what the internet can do.





This was also the time (4th grade) was when I started to start being a "bad kid" you could say because around that time was when I started to get into bands like System of a Down and other sweet metal bands and I started cussing like a sailor like horribly with every sentence I would say would of had at least three or four swear words. At school I would hang out with Nick, Shawn, Andy, and Roger during recess where we would hang out in the back of the soccer field and constantly got in fights with kids who came anywhere near us and I'm ashamed to say this but we went as far as using rocks and tree branches to fight them.....I would always come late to class and talk back to my teacher if she said anything that pissed me off. But that was back then and now I'm glad I'm not like that anymore I see myself as a better person in school always trying to do my best and actually starting to think before I act so that I won't get myself caught into fights anymore but even those were violent times but I'm not too ashamed to say it was one of the greatest highlights of my life.

A Night of Love, Hate, Sadness, and Confusion

Tonight was a very special night indeed I just thought it was gonna be another regular wedding reception but turned out to be nothing that I expected. When I first arrived at the reception I kinda felt awkward by some of the people who were there. Especially this one couple or they looked like a couple when they asked me if I were a Samson wanna-be which really confused me at the time and then I found out it was a biblical reference which then I felt really stupid about because I haven't heard about the Samson and Delilah story since when I use to go back to church.








So the night was off to an odd start, but as it got later it started to get more fun,after the cake cutting I would think hey were just gonna chill here and do nothing that's what usually goes on at the receptions I been to and then they started playing music this is the first reception where they had party music blasting and everyone started dancing.








I for one am not a dancing type but knowing Nina I knew I would have to dance whether I wanted to or not :). So I danced and had a blast with Nina, Alex, and Jonathon having so much fun right when sadly summer was ending. One thing I saw that was a bittersweet moment was when I was watching Nina's sister dance with her father sure you would see it as a beautiful moment but it made me think about Chelsey when she told me she wouldn't dare dance with our father (who I try to not think of but I don't seem to do well at the time) at her wedding or even let him be there period. I even teared up a little bit (hopefully no one noticed) but got over it and went on with the fun night.








Then another moment happened when we were all in the kitchen and I just had to bring up about my dad again wow I suck at this not trying to think about him kind of stuff oh well sue me. When Nina and Alex told me how I'll turn out better than him it was different this time maybe it was because I heard it right to my face or could be because I'm some how starting to gain some what forgiveness/pity for him but I just wanted to thank you two amazing people for helping me think more about this whole situation. Many other things were racing through my head where I felt confused and sad about but I just smiled and not think about and enjoyed what little time I have left this wonderful summer thanks again for amazing night Nina and Alex!

Wow What A Day This Has Turn Out To Be

Man what a day this turned out to be. It was an amazing day got registered at UCAS even though I got a god damn bottom locker again and they didn't give me an advisory class again as well!! After that I went to the mall with Alex, her cool sister Sophia, Nina, and Jonathon.
















No doubt probably the most fun I had at the mall period which is a shocker for me because I usually never care for the mall and just go to there to buy stuff and get out as fast as possible! But today was different Alex and Nina picked out the craziest outfit for me to wear and expect Nina to post that on Facebook knowing her. It was fun and relaxing overall it really got my mind off of things even when my dad called me while I was there.

Then I found out that Alex didn't really had feelings for me in the end.Yes Alex I know your probably reading this but at the time when you called I was truly hurt and did cry but didn't wanna give myself away. I did feel like I was kinda played around with but something tells me I probably deserved it I know how much of a joker I am and didn't mean to offend any of your beliefs. I just wished you could of had a better stance whether or not you wanted to start something with me. But thanks to Nina and my other amazing helpers like my sister Amber and my two good friends Nick and Sarah I was able to get through this night and stop crying. You should know that yes part of me is still hurting very much but I'll get over it, I don't hate you at all and I never had or never will. I still care about you as much as I did before tonight. This whole situation is just a little phase I'll need to get through and have time for myself to recover.

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Cheesecake and Life

I was gonna do this post yesterday but I was too tried from being in Salt Lake City seeing family and going to Cheesecake Factory. It was an amazing day I loved seeing family but it's funny though with that fact last time they saw me I was a little chubby peruviano. The most on my mind about yesterday was after we ate at Cheesecake there was a mall we went to for some school shopping.




I realized how much I hate shopping with my mom it's then how I realized she doesn't know me all that well or what I stand for. She kept dragging me into all these stores like Aeropostle or American Eagle. Sorry mom but I stop wearing those stupid collared and polo shirts in 7th grade. She still thinks I'm into those kind of things and I only buy shorts from those places and that's it!




I'll admit this you can call me some emu kid or some scene wanna be or whatever but I like going to Hot Topic. Where else am I gonna find a Children of Bodom or a Mastodon shirt? Macy's? Yeah right, seriously that's what I like to wear more than anything band shirts, I just love them and I don't care what anyone thinks about them not even my own mother. She hates my bands and the shirts I like which is fine everyone is different. I thing I also hate about my mom's judgment that has been bugging me was whatever music they got playing in Hot Topic I immediately "love", whatever most of the crap they play in Hot Topic is garbage!
















The only people in my family who truly know who I am and what I love is my siblings Nathan, Amber, and Chelsey. They all know I'm Atheist (was LDS), Nate is Atheist as well, Amber is Agnostic (lazy man's Atheist lol just playing sis), and Chelsey is LDS. They know I'm not some little Satan worshiper with my music if only my whole family were like my three siblings and be willing to still love me Schaefer or Delgado I don't care which one then I'll be truly amazed and shocked.

Park City

The zip line my favorite :)

Yesterday was an amazing day!! It was Chelsey's birthday and to celebrate it we went to Park City for the day to do the amazing rides they got there during the summer. There was the Alpine Slide, Alpine Coaster, and the Zip Line (my favorite). It was such a great day so glad we didn't bring my dad along, the only downside to the whole day was the wait for the rides I felt like we were in line for hours on end I think I even got a sunburn didn't know that was possible!!






The Alpine Slide



I met some way cool people there too, we met a family visiting from the UK, and I met this awesome guy who was wearing a Mastodon shirt who just happened to go the same Mastodon/Dethklok concert I went to last October wow its a small world! I also saw this one family who was in front of us and a gay couple walked by (trust me it was very obvious that they were a gay couple) and then one of the guys in the family started making fun of the couple right after they walked by! I was so pissed I wanted to grab this little, skinny, punk ass white boy and snap him in half. No wonder he was making fun of the couple he can't even get lucky with girls, little piece of shit.






Alpine Roller Coaster (you get to control how fast you go like on the Alpine Slide!!)



But overall it was still an amazing day I loved it and how my mom is so adventurous, always trying to get me and Chelsey to go out and do crazy before we get too busy or old to do it and that's one of the many reasons I love my mom so much :). Well thats my post for the day I better be off I'm going to Cheescake Factory today!

You Just Won't Get Out of My Life Will You?

Today was interesting day I went and had dinner with Chelsey and my dad, it was alright last time I saw him was on my birthday and today I remember why I don't like being around him. He just starts a conversation with us being all innocent acting like what he did to us was nothing and can be brushed off.






Well dad your wrong don't think I don't remember what happened on Easter when I came upstairs seeing my little sister cry and my mom in pain. Your nothing but a worthless piece of shit, I can't even describe on how much hatred I have for you so damn much. You ruined my childhood, canceling our planned days to go "work" my ass you were off just doing some random $5 whore and for neglecting mom and especially Chelsey, her childhood was worse than mine and yet now you wanna start something with her you disgust me. I know that I'm a very forgiving person to everyone but not your dumb ass and the only person I would not cry if they died even by their own hands.





People are saying I should forgive you but I know in my heart that you will fuck me over again I wanna get away and never ever hear from you.I never want you at my graduation, wedding, or anywhere near my future children I don't want them to see a true walking failure like you. I know now not to screw up in any relationships like you did. You got one hell on a long way to go before I can even start to forgive you good luck doubt you will do well.

Taking a Break

Just putting an update to my life instead posting about a friend or family member. I got five more people to talk about in my upcoming posts :). I'm waiting for UCAS to start and to kiss my sweet beautiful social life goodbye!






While I'm waiting for my school life to come back I still got TWO more concerts to go to: Summer Slaughter Fest and Exodus Summer Brutality Tour, playing the hell out of Starcraft II, watching South Park non-stop, crushing on this amazing and beautiful person who I don't how they could have feelings for me too seeing that I'm not all that great and with the sad fact that they go to a different high school :( .





She and I have quite a bit of similarities while having complete different views on life with our religious views being the biggest difference. I don't know if she knows but I never been felt so lucky in my life and can't wait to see what happens for the two of us in the nearby future and now I go back being a true UCAS nerd and play Starcraft (btw WOW and Diablo is 10x better).

Family/Friend Series Part 6 Flower Child

Here is the amazing and beautiful hippy Talia, one of my other amazing UCAS friends! I remember the first day I met her during lunch when her cute little happy self ran up to me and ask to wear my hemp necklace which kinda shocked me at first cause one: a random cute girl actually started a conversation with me and two: she was one of the very few UCAS kids that wasn't scared of me at first. She didn't realized at the time but it gave me a nice warm feeling that not everyone always think me as the same which gave me hope in others.






She's been there for me a lot and helped me through the stressful school year without her even knowing, mostly when I was going through depression during the school year. She gave me a smile, a heart warming hug, and said everything is gonna get better for me which in the end it did.





I'm sorry we didn't get to hang out much this summer along with my other UCAS friends who are reading this right now because I realized truly how boring and bland my life is without seeing you everyday and I don't plan leaving your life anytime soon my beautiful hippy friend love ya!!

Family/Friend Series Part 5 Satisfy My Soul

Of course why didn't I posted about this amazing person sooner!?





This Nina Carpenter an amazing UCAS friend of mine who I love so dearly and had the most amazing year with (er semester haha). We became such close friends in only five months I'm mad at myself for not even getting to know you sooner grr your so amazing in every way!






You done so much for me more than you realized you got me through so some of the worst things that happened to me this year mostly with my depression and with my douche bag of a father. No words of gratitude isn't enough to say thank you for what you did for me all year. At times I even wonder if I even deserve to be your friend and so grateful to have you in my lame life.






I loved our fun times in Math and Art Advisory whether its us yelling in class about dumbest things or you having your fun little experiments with my hair which all were great times! You even gave me the courage to show my art with other people and inspired me to draw again. You taught me how to be more out going without caring what others thought of me which you have no idea how much a problem it was for me to express myself with others.





I hope to have another two amazing years of UCAS with you and then after that for the rest of my life being friends forever your such an amazing individual and I can't live without you love ya always!! :)

Family/Friend Series Part 4 Dez Moines

Black and White! :)

Another addition to my awesome group of people who had an impact in my life and who I love with all my heart. This is Afton Turner (Affy) an amazing UCAS friend of mine, she was the only person at school who truly didn't make me feel like a total outcast among the other students. Affy was the only person in our school who actually knows the bands I listen to (I'm dead serious btw) and is the only person in my whole life who I can compete with how many bands I listen to with her list being way way bigger than mine -_-.




I loved our fun times in English with Randi when I would fall asleep with my head leaning back against the wall with my mouth wide open in front of everyone, not even waking up when everyone laughed at me and I tend to have the most fun around her! Seeing her at UCAS everyday got me through the day whether it was good or horrible and I can't thank her enough for that. Affy your truly an amazing friend willing to help me with school while also looking out for me whether it's some douche bag friend of mine giving me shit for going to the "nerd" school or a girl that totally screws me over buy picking some other jack off to be with, I love you to death Affy your so amazing, love ya always!!

Family/Friend Series Part 3 Paranoid Android

Sorry for the delay my very few viewers I been out quite a bit lately with some friends and my awesome brother :). Today I wanted to do one of my best UCAS friends Elio! At first I didn't know this guy at all and kinda thought low of him (just being honest Elio my bad haha).We never talked until one of the dances where I just hung out with him most of the night because I got ditched that night where we talked a lot and after that night we became friends.






This guy was nothing like me we were total opposites like most of my UCAS friends but no doubt one of the coolest ones as well. I truly remember that night when he became a true friend to me was that one night at the last dance at UCAS where I told him what happened and he stayed up most of the night talking to me even though he was really sick. He was making sure I was doing okay which made me extremely grateful for him to be there for me even though most of the time I felt like a bad friend to him.






I also learned from him to look more into other genres of music and went to my first Indie concert with him which I enjoyed quite a bit actually. Now next time Elio I plan on repaying you the favor by taking you to a Metal concert! Thanks for being there for me man it meant a lot.\m/